Things are unpredictable in my life. Nothing is solidified right now. With a job, with dating, with where I am going to live. EVERYTHING seems to be up in the air. I hate not knowing what is going to happen in my life. It feels like I have no control. I fill my days with job searching, friend visiting, praying and receiving a lot of advice from a lot of people, with no solid decisions made.
I do have control over something :)
I joined weight watchers. I have control over my weight. I have control over what I put in my mouth. And boy, I have taken control...
My ward gave me some money to do something nice for myself. .And I joined weight watchers.
I have lost 10 lbs already. And its only been two weeks. Granted, I am taking off my holiday weight that I gained (that always comes off fast), but I have some long term goals here. Many of you know about my Battle with Weight, and I am dead serious about losing weight. I feel like I can put some real effort into it right now. 2 lbs a week, 40 lbs by summer (June 21). Is this doable? Totally doable.
This is what I looked like January. Notice no full body shot? I did that on purpose. You will get a full body shot about 40 lbs from now :)
Feel free to ask me about it. I want to be accountable to many people. The more people I have to report to, the more motivated I am to keep going... because I hate giving bad news, love giving good news, love receiving compliments and LOVE buying new, cute clothes.
Happy New Year!